well didn't have to worry about my home work because therapist said maybe i wasn't ready yet and that was okay - whew! but it still hangs there waiting for me. i know i won't be healed completely till i do this but for some reason i feel i need to still persecute myself. i need to remember that i was a victim for what happened - all my life - it's to hard to see right now... i just want to move on and not identify with that person anymore.
other distractions now are a good friend's daughter has breast cancer at 41! and a sweet little 2 year old died yesterday of brain cancer - i follow his momma's blog.. wow that'll really bring you back to reality.
don't know the answers to life... just trying to stay in the game. it gets easier everyday with prayer - so glad i have found that part of myself...
