how far i've come

As I read my posts I realize how far I've come.  But I do feel like it could so easily change.  My husband said today 'when will the drama end' ' please let it end' but I have no control.  This disease does this to you- your up one day and the next your down.  Now I have so many better days but with the drama going on at work with the bloodsucker and trying to get along with my new boss - it has me questioning myself all over again.  The bloodsucker has a hold of my friend Sarah now as I mentioned and I want to save her but I know I cannot for my own sake.  She told me today 'I don't know what went on with the 2 of you and I don't want to know'  that hurt because I told her everything, the lies she told, the drama and the brainwashing that was done - now it's like she has forgotten it - this is my good friend.  It's like the bloodsucker's denial of what she did has brainwashed my friend - like tt never happened.  Please God help Sarah get out of the web.  And please help me remember that I have to stay far away from this person.  I am okay and 'it was not real'.  I know I have been doing good but the past couple of days I feel like I'm slipping a bit.  Therapy is Thursday and I can't wait.