still here and hanging on

Well i'm doing better than hanging on!  Work has been busy, different and that has been good. There is no drama and it is often uncomfortable no working in a place that doesn't have drama.   Had therapy today and we taked about the past year and why i am still upset over it - she says that i have experienced great trauma - in ways that i cannot fully mention here.  Therapy is that always is helpful - and of course i am still grieving the loss of sarah - i just can't get over her betrayal with the bloodsucker, apparently.  But i have made good progress - today i have blocked her from facebook along with the bloodsucker.  I am tired of seeing their happy faces on my page...   And i talked with the therapist about the email to my dad and him not responding...   She says what does that tell you?  and i said  guess that he can do nothing...  he has made his bed and i don't have to lay in it!  So that's where i'm at...  still here and hanging on...