what a year

happy new year!  and wow have i changed.  you don't see it yourself but it's happening...  creeping up on you.  when i look back on my very first posts since on this blog - wow.  dang i was in some deep scary stuff.  behind the words there is so much more that i couldn't even say.  even in the last year specifically after a change in work, friends, etc.  it is amazing that i am still getting better - and i have to say i am proud.  cheers to growing, changing, morphing and hope for another good year!