name change

felt it was time to change the name again...  change is good!  and i really believe it.  therapy has ended as i mentioned and things are maintaining.  i went to see my nurse practitioner last wed and she has asked me to stop taking the daytime anxiety pill b/c she thinks i don't need it anymore - she wants me to back off so we can go up if i get in trouble later on - it's such a high dose anyways.  she explained the full pill i take at night remains in my system the whole 24 hrs.  i was scared too but once i made the decision to give it a try my fears were relieved.  and i did it and so far so good - i don't fell as dozy when i am sitting still and i feel comfortable in my own skin with the change.  she also explained the decrease will speed up my metabolism - that's gotta be a bonus!  esp where exercise is concerned!  so anyways that's what's up with me for now...