a happy ending

yes i am happy and it is time to end this blog.  this has been a great experience for me to write out my crazy thoughts.  while i have no followers it has not mattered because to me putting my thoughts down like this has  helped me and that's what's important.  now am i healed - not 'broken'?  not now but will i be again - who knows?  but i am not going to worry about that.  this latest breakdown was the worst ever for me but it got me to get the help i needed  and for that i will be forever grateful the lessons it has taught me.  i know what to do but i don't have to do this alone.  my true friends and family know the signs to look for and with God's help  - i know i can do this.  even if  i become 'broken' again...  i think i will come out faster next time...  who knows there might not even be a next time....  maybe i have 'broken' this vicious cycle!