still here

Haven't wrote in a while but i'm doing okay.  I'm still waiting to hear about the job i interviewed for a couple of weeks ago.  A friend called me today to tell me she heard i was the 'top contender' and i hope she's right.  But then at the same time i am scared!  So but all is right in the world for me at the moment.  No drama - the bloodsucker is still trying but i have gotten so good at dismissing her!  Had a good therapy session last week and i told my therapist i don't even recognize myself anymore i feel like i am so different.  It's a good different but certainly not familiar to me at all.  I've been the same person for 42 years so this is weird...