merry christmas to me

Well this year is certainly better that last year!  I made it, i am alive and so very thankful. There have been a lot of ups and downs but it's okay and i continue to be a work in process.  It's hard to imagine this time last year that i would feel this way...  but i made it!  I am content and so grateful for the blessing of inner peace that i have today.  Thank you also to my husband who has hung in there with me thru this journey...  i'm sure i will still have my ups and downs but it's good to have him by my side and he is always in my corner.  Thank you also to good friends who are the family i chose for myself.  And i cannot forget God to whom i pray to everyday and who has put skilled mental health professionals there to help put me back together along with his help. And thank you to me who is really okay and being 'broken again' does not define me!