home again

Just got back from a vacation in old san juan!  I was able to enjoy this vacation to puerto rico much better than last year because i am so much healthier this year! Its amazing how much junk in your head can ruin everything in your life.  But i am soo much better.  Not broken anymore...  my therapist relates my recovery to a dumped out apple cart and that i am picking up the pieces of my life that i want and throwing out the things i don't. I have never done this before and it feels weird but good at the same time.  Like i said it's a new me and i don't recognize myself anymore but i am liking me for the first time!  All is well..  life is good...