the black swan

Went to the cheap movie theater to see the black swan.  Oh my God what a movie!  I was on the edge of my seat the whole entire time.  It was so disturbing and right now all i can think of was my decent into madness over a year ago and am so grateful that it i did not get that way.  It's hard work being healthy but my God it must be worse not getting the help i have.  My therapist is always telling me she doesn't worry about the people who are in therapy - it's the folks that aren't that she's worried about.   I know it was just a movie but honestly it has made me appreciate my life and my mental health in a whole new way.