feeling good

I am surprised at how good i feel everyday- the peace and contentment.  Even though the jobs not perfect (what one would be?)  i am doing what my therapist and consultant have advised me to do and just stay around those who give me those positive vibes and feedback.  I generally steer clear of the boss and have given up hope of warm fuzzies with her.  And since doing so it's very freeing..  not to say i don't have to remind myself once in a while but over all it has helped.  Talked to a old co worker on FB today and she asked how the new job was going and i said - good but i feel like i could wake up at any moment feeling like i never left that toxic place - what a night mare that would be!!  I wonder when it will feel real?  I have not committed my whole life to this job and that's a good thing for me mentally but guess that's why it doesn't feel real that i left. I have less than a month to go for my 6 month trial of this job - wonder if i'll stay...  i know i need a job but it is comforting to know that i can leave if it doesn't work out.  It's up to me and i just haven't decided yet...