med decrease progress report

well i am doing well with the med decrease and hope this will help my restless legs and weight gain.  i haven't had the crazies like i thought - you know jumping out of my skin or bawling.  i also had  lab work looks good. my vit d is low but now so low that it needs attention,  i guess.  i will see my nurse practitioner in another week or so and then see.  so for now still okay.  and in other news - my therapist asked me monday 'what would it take for you to happy?'  and i said 'me?' and she laughed and said  'yes you'.  i don't get asked that every day!  i said 'if i could run again.'  even thought i know that's probably not gonna happen i have been trying.  i  ran 3 minutes in the basement for the second time - the first time i tried it it just seemed like something clicked and it was okay.  then  i ran the block on sunday for about a 1/4 of a mile...  no pain.  weird huh?  is my dream possible??  i told my therapist the only way my knee will ever be fixed is is i used and i hurt it then i will get the surgery to fix for ever - so what do i have to lose?