Wednesday, June 30, 2010
i've packed
Well, I've packed my office up - don't know where I'm going or when I'm leaving but I'm ready for anything at a moments notice. Today I put 5 bags of text books, personal items, etc in the trunk of my car. It makes me feel better just to be ready. I cannot stand it in that toxic place anymore. My unit manager put in her notice Monday and I just can't get past it. It's just like last year - this was how it all began - one loss after another and then I just broke down. I am not gonna let it happen again! Tony's okay with it as long as I'm looking forward. I've got my resume in several places but no scheduled interviews yet. We will see. Thank God I have therapy tomorrow afternoon.
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Sometimes is it just so hard to make a change and we tend to live with unacceptable behavior because the fear of change is so great. You have come a long way, baby! Look at you, a bit fearful, yet doing what you need to do. I am so proud of you to be able to recognize that the place is so bad for you!
ReplyDeleteSomething is tell myself when the fear rises up...The things I fear is usually the things I should be heading into because those are the things that make me grow!
Good luck with your decision making!