still doing okay

Work is work and I continue to plan my exit and getting things caught up and planned ahead for the next person.  However I do not have another job - yet - but it helps to be moving forward.  I got a call today about a part time job today and playing phone tag but that's okay.  One of our docs who is the medical director at our facility said to me she was sorry that my unit manager was leaving and was I okay?  I told her I was fine and inadvertently told her that I was 'done'.  She did not act the least bit surprised and told me when I was ready to give her a call - she makes rounds in other facilities.  I made her promise not to tell that I was 'looking' and she said she wouldn't - don't know if I can get fired or not for looking but my boss would find some way to get rid of me.  Anyways I told the doc that I was working on a few things but certainly would if those did not pan out.  It's still scary to think of leaving but I'm gonna be okay.  I have to be.  I can do this.  Change won't kill me!