all is well

Saw the nurse practitioner today about my meds and all is good - blood pressure is good with the decrease in effexor. Great news there was a cancellation and I got in with my therapist tomorrow! And I have so much to tell her and I can't wait!  Also had girls night out with a few close friends and that helped a lot!  All is well and I hope it remains that way.  The bloodsucker came by and only talked about work and that was it.  She got my message.   I wish certain co workers would treat her the same.  My husband worries about these certian co workers who are also good friends and wants them to be warned.  I have given them warning but that's all I can do - I cannot worry about them cause all I can do is keep myself healthy now.  That is taking all my strength.  It would be so easy for me to get caught back in her games - people have no idea...   cause when she looks at me like she does it's hard and I want to be there for her - but she is not a friend!  I have to fight this feeling every minute of everyday!  Like my therapist said it is an old wound from childhood that keeps getting ripped open and I have to stop it.  And I will...