tired tonight

Last night was girls night and the 'bloodsuckers' former conquest came and I was glad.  We have  been talking, comparing stories, lies that we have heard and  it has been an interesting experience.  We were both hurt by her and it is good to talk.  I told her I didn't want to trash talk and wanted the best for our former 'friend' and she agreed.  I said if she could change for you and you become friends again I would support her - she said 'not gonna happen'.  She even called her to quit bothering me and apologizing over and over again - because I don't need it!  You find friends in the most interesting places sometimes.  She has been very supportive to me and I hope that I can do the same if she needs because either one of use could have a week moment!  She suggested I keep my crutch close by and hit her with it if needed.  My knee is doing better by the way - i still cannot run yet adn i just can't walk very far.  But the therapist says that I could be back to running in weeks - as apposed to months!  I miss it so much - of course I do other exercise but there is just something about running I feel so free!  Oh well gotta get some sleep now - that's all on my mind right now!