Friday, May 7, 2010
dreams are scary
Okay I need to get it out there - I have dreamed about the bloodsucker being in my life 3 nights in a row. They start out okay but usually end with same ole tricks and lies - is it a reminder to me of what happened?? There not actual events that happened but I guess they are future - if I were to allow her back in my life. I don't like it. Is it the lortab or the anasthesia still in my body from surgery last week? I've weaned myself off the lortab it now - last pill was yesterday morning. Whatever it is I want it to stop... There is is out there now and I've said it... God help me!
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Well, I think dreams are an extension (sometime) of what you are thinking of during the day. You are not over the trauma from this person and are afraid if you are ever to get in her clutches again. You are also worried about Sarah, so I can understand her popping up in your dreams.
ReplyDeleteI also think dreams are a way of working out problems. I can't imagine there is anything left in your system from your surgery, the other meds may stimulate dreams.
But again, a dream is just a dream, not reality. Your brain is working on the problem while you are sleeping. You seem to be telling yourself to stay away from her and that is good!
that makes me feel better thanks kathy - better to work it out in my dreams than play it out in real life!
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