good day today

My mind did wander in the usual worrying and guilt early this morning but I went running and prayed and it did help. I have to keep telling myself everyday to let God take over.  I am sure the klonopin also helped - this is day 2 of the new prescription.  My husband says I seem calm but that he thought I was already calm - not sure if he new how much xanax I was needing.  Tomorrow ought to be the test as to whether I need to half my morning dose - I may be too sleepy to work.  Had a great workout also today.  My husband grilled steaks for Valentines Day and I made him jello - he loves that stuff!!  It was a nice weekend over all but busy - like my nurse says I need to be!  I am worn out but it is working!  Tuesday is therapy day!!