super day

Had a great run this morning - 3 1/2 miles out and walk back. I'm am just resting a bit before I got workout and thought I would blog.  I have felt really good the past couple of days - no anxiety or worry.  It's probably because the bloodsucker has suckered in a new friend and I have had a permanent smile on my face for 2 days!  Now I know she cannot hurt me anymore because she is way to distracted right now! Whatever it takes to keep her away from me!  Just hurry up therapy appt cause I can't be this strong forever - I've got a lot to work on!  Have not heard from my Dad and still very angry with him for not showing up at my dear mother-in-law's funeral.  Everything in life seems to have a way of working out if you quit worrying but it is so hard.  Letting go and letting God is easy to say but so hard to practice but it does work if you open you mind to it.  So does the Serenity Prayer - I actually make myself say the things I cannot change out loud and the things i can out loud and it really helps me.