it's over again

The latest conquest has come back into her life and now the 'bloodsucker' has returned to not talking to me again today.  It was a short lived event of her trying to get back in my life and I am so glad I was strong enough to resist her efforts.  I came home crying because I was so close to talking to her today because she looks so sad and downhearted.  But as luck would have it - God intervened - and I got way to busy at work to talk.  My husband is so angry at the fact that I am hurting over her again but I explained to him until my therapy kicks in and I figure out why I am so drawn to these type of friends I am going to be hurt.  My husband, my true friends and God have helped me tremendously to be strong but they can't take away the hurt.  Isn't something how you think you can be so close with someone and they just turn that off.  I know I am going to be okay and I am relieved that this is over and I don't have to worry about her coming back in my life.  One of my true friends came tonight and we worked out together and that took my mind off things and I feel so much better!