I did okay today

Today the bloodsucker and I had to work together.  It was cordial and uneventful.  We did chit chat later and I told her it was nice to talk to her and she said the same.  I cannot trust her and I know that.  My husband told me not to get sucked back in and I know he's right.  We will be working together for awhile so I will pray that I remain strong and accept the things I cannot change.  I did get a lot done today and I am remaining focused.  I am looking forward to next week when I meet the nurse practitioner again - she will change my meds then too.  The following week is my meeting with my therapist and I am looking forward to that as well.  I really think that I am holding together pretty well right now along with the support of my husband and good friends.