make up you mind

She has gotten back together with her latest friend and conquest so I should not even have to be bothered by her - right?  That's what she does...  But that's not what happened.  She tried to chit chat with me again yesterday - I am beginning to get angry now.  I cannot handle hot one day and cold the next. I was so busy after wards at work - thank God because it kept me from doing something foolish.  One friend to me today that I am doing great and to keep up whatever I doing because I am showing that I am strong against her and that I am not going to be involved in her games.  Another said you're just going to have to tell her to leave you alone - I wonder will I will be strong enough for that?.  And my husband said...  well I can't repeat it.  I go next Tues for therapy.   I am now on klonopin twice a day.  No more taking xanax now and I am glad that monkey is off my back.  The effexor is being slowly decreased - that scares me a bit because I have felt so good on it lately but my blood pressure is being affected apparently.  So let's here it for next Tues - until then...