feeling good

Last night I slept so good and sound! I didn't even wake up early in the morning in the wee hours to ruminate like I usually do. I got up just at the time the alarm would have sounded and I couldn't believe it. It's like my mind rested for the first time in a while. I'm sure my talk with my husband helped and prayer too. Today I feel like I can handle anything that comes my way. I only hope that I can hold it together until my appts with psychiatrist and therapist - then I will feel like I'm really doing something to help myself. This waiting is the pits but if I hold onto this good feeling - moment by moment - maybe I can make it...