Monday, January 25, 2010

it's over

When I saw my former 'friend' today she said 'I guess we need to talk' - and I said 'What for?  My real friends don't accuse me of things without talking to me about it first'.  She wanted to argue and I didn't let her and at some point said 'You know what?  I don't need this drama in my life and I really don't care'.  And I really don't care - even if she goes around and lies about me because I know the truth. I have done nothing wrong.  Like I said my real friends wouldn't treat me this way - I don't deserve it!  Can you believe that I feel this way?  I haven't even had my therapy session yet.  It has taken the support of my husband, good friends, medication and prayer to hold me together till then and I am doing okay.  I think I am really starting to believe that I am going to be okay now. I will get through this and be the stronger person for it.  I have been told that time and time again - and I only now am  I starting to believe it.

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