i'm back home

Oh vacation was wonderful for the body, mind and soul.  The weather was nice and hot in Puerto Rico and there was so much to see - definitely have to go back again some day!  I did a lot of praying to get myself to relax and it did help.  I continue to have tightening of my jaw which is anxiety related but I did not want to take a xanax.  Also at night my legs were so restless and I couldn't sleep well.  My legs are always worse when I am away from home and there seems to be no cure.  Maybe when the psych nurse puts me on klonopin like she said it will help with all of that.  Anyways, it is good to be back to get back into my comfortable routine.  I do however have something I want to talk about:  My 'friend' is at it again!  While I was away she was talked to by one of her friends at work about how she talks to people?!?! and she is blaming me for it.  She sent my me a text about me spreading s--- about her and how that was not cool.  I responded with thanks for jumping to conclusions and I have not heard from her - big surprise because it is always one sided.  And I am sure that she will begin telling lies about me in an attempt to save face.  Hopefully those that know me will see through those things and if not they are really not my friends either.  Come on therapy appointment!! It's not until Feb 16th! God can't you hurry this process up a little bit?  I will remember what another friend said:  stay away from her, she's creates drama where ever she goes, she's monopolizes your time and she'll ruin your life.  Another friend said:  she is such a drama lover.  And another said:  Lisa, she's just not worth it.  Not to mention what my husband thinks - I can't write it due to the language.  Thank God for the real friends that I do have who have been helping me through this process.  They must be wore out with me by now but they don't show it!  My husband says I am getting better but you can tell he just doesn't want to talk about my sickness - it's like he thinks it makes things worse to talk about it.  It doesn't make it worse and it actually helps to talk about it.  I know I am getting stronger little by little but I am no way healed - just patched up for now.