that's it

No drama happened today and I am glad - the former 'friend' didn't even come by to see me today.   I did see her in the hall and it was cordial and all but that was it.  And I am glad.  Today I was talking to another co worker and she said she felt like I was doing real good - and I said I was just holding it together until my therapy starts.  I feel like I am just in limbo.  It's not bad but I feel like I am just waiting for something to happen - the other shoe to drop perhaps?  I don't know but I still feel like I am going to be okay someday!